Posts by rebelfighter

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my intro to the JW world

by rebelfighter in

someone suggested that i should introduce myself and how i got here.

this has been a crash course in the jw world.

i got an email that said "good bye, have a nice life".

rebelfighter

JWDaughter, just got cut off while posting that last post.

...while everyone is singing Old Rugged Cross.

Those are only 2 of many songs about the cross.

About being assertive, go for it, when you want something go for it, do it. Sounds hard so start small little steps then medium steps. Bigger and bigger. Just don't let people walk on you. When they tell you you can't do something OH HELL YES I CAN!! Rebel can watch me. The funniest one that happened to me was the day my mother looked me in the eye and said you need to go out and get a real job. I actually laughed in face for the first time. Never told her why. By that point my salary was 3X hers but she didn't think financial accounting was real work.

I am assertive, my biggest problem which my friends, kids and the Elder all get after me about is I have a far to caring snd loving heart and care to much about people and come to their aid and I end up getting hurt everytime emotionally and financially.

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my intro to the JW world

by rebelfighter in

someone suggested that i should introduce myself and how i got here.

this has been a crash course in the jw world.

i got an email that said "good bye, have a nice life".

rebelfighter

JWDaughter, when I now see they have picked a new location for handing out their literature I will approach a male ask questions relative to education, socializing, further education (you get the idea) I just make sure it is front of a bystander. After the 3 or 4 questions I very calmly say I thought the 10 commandments state though shall not lie. As my friend who owns the local 7-11 said I have never seen one of them "peel rubber" off the lot before. They have never returned. I have found that once they have been questioned at a site they do not return to that site. I feel the less of this literature that is handed out the better. I see it I go for it. I want NO more children or women to fall victim of this cult.

The cross (very dear to me), religion (I do not believe in), extremely spiritual (in my own way, what works for me and God ). God and I talk a lot while I listen to music, there are many songs that draw me very close to Jesus and God but 2 will always stand out. The Old Rugged Cross. Nearer My God to Thèe. As a young girl of 12 I joined a youth group call Job's Daughter's (based on the Bible ), as an adult I have continued as a leader for these daughters. The girls at the end of the meeting form a cross and song Nearer my God to Thee. Still brings a tear to my eyes. I have seen this done for 40+ years still the tears come. They also have a ceremony where the Honored Queen removes her cape and crown place them on the cross

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my intro to the JW world

by rebelfighter in

someone suggested that i should introduce myself and how i got here.

this has been a crash course in the jw world.

i got an email that said "good bye, have a nice life".

rebelfighter

Bellasmile, yes it was platonic and our conversations were amazing. At my age and all of you need not jump on me because I know this might be crazy. Deep down I somehow still believe in the marriage vow even though the estranged husband, neither of my children do not just me!!

I believe our conversations were totally uplifting for both of us. More importantly I trusted him, which for me is extremely difficult. As a victim of childhood abuse I still find it very hard to trust people. Now I think he may be a very depressed man having to deal with all this organization stuff. Yes he was everything I described always till the day I questioned his religion and the book on Families. He never told me any of the JW rules, you do not question --- hahaha see my name "rebel" that is who I have been since the day I was born. "Fighter" that is there because the Elder no matter what it is you will FIGHT it my response "you got that right"

I figured eventually when the timing was right we could be together. Yes at one point I was about to file for divorce because the abuse had escalated again but as my luck would have it his health took a temporary turn for the worse and we went through 6 months of dr appts and hospitals. Once again I approached his sister (only blood relative) about taking him. Well the answer I got was "--------------- NO -------'---" you can fI'll in the blank she missed none of them but she did thank me over and over again for taking care of her brother. LOL that is my life -just make sure the life insurance is paid current. When he gets to Bad I remind him where the front door is and he is more then welcomed to exit do not return.

Back to the Elder, he talked like we would be together at some point but I think it had to be on his terms and the book on Families was that introduction. As he said he wanted to see how I would react. And as it was I temperatured my reaction he did not stick around for my full reaction.

I know 5 years sounds like a long time but it goes by very quickly when you are in the middle of crazy insane people. I only gave a sample of craziness of what happened during those years.

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my intro to the JW world

by rebelfighter in

someone suggested that i should introduce myself and how i got here.

this has been a crash course in the jw world.

i got an email that said "good bye, have a nice life".

rebelfighter

All of you have been great. Between all of these sites I have learned a lot about the JWS and the WT in a short time. One publication the book on Families was all it took to turn me running but as I said I am a big child's advocate. Frankly as many discussion we had on this topic the Elder should have known how disrespect it was to give that publication to me. My heart truly goes out to the children and the women in this organization.

I have figured out there were many many lies the Elder told and as my daughter will tell any one Mom was always very busy we could push all her buttons and get away with it BUT never ever push that lying or disrespect button because she is Italian just don't go there.

Thank you. You all are wonderful, I can not imagine being in this organization and being controlled by these people and losing your families. I have chosen to separate from my mother and sister but that is because of their behavior and their continual lying.

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I wonder if you can be spiritual and religious at the same time??

by Deltawave in

ok again i would like to apologise as i did come across preachy.

i am not going to debate whether or not i am a bk as you have your opinions either way.

what i was trying to write though was my thoughts and feelings which i hope don't offend anyone on this forum.

rebelfighter

Vivian my dear you are most definitely barking up the wrong tree here When you attempt to attack this lady about children. I assisted putting a pedophile in prison for 15 years he would have gotten life but the jerk plea bargained with the D.A., I work no less then 50 hours a month for charity organizations that raise money for children's health issues, I have taken on school systems that have not lived up to their responsibility in regard to learning disabilities, my daughter and I both will take on school bullies in a heart beat. As for guns if a kid gets a hold of a gun well that parent should be locked up for a good long time No damn excuse for that behavior. I have spent 50 years advocating for kids, raising money for kids, and just spent one year in the NICU with my 2 miracle grand babies a wonderful gift from GOD!! God had nothing to do with why they ended up in the NICU it had to do with the stupidity of my son's girlfriend. I put that in writing and I told it to his face and he did not like it but it was the truth - if you do not take care of yourself and your unborn baby premature babies happen. Go to the March of Dimes website.

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I wonder if you can be spiritual and religious at the same time??

by Deltawave in

ok again i would like to apologise as i did come across preachy.

i am not going to debate whether or not i am a bk as you have your opinions either way.

what i was trying to write though was my thoughts and feelings which i hope don't offend anyone on this forum.

rebelfighter

Yes DJS, my 2 kids started at the age of 3 in an international school in a bilingual program. With full culture and educational exposure to eveRything you are saying.

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I wonder if you can be spiritual and religious at the same time??

by Deltawave in

ok again i would like to apologise as i did come across preachy.

i am not going to debate whether or not i am a bk as you have your opinions either way.

what i was trying to write though was my thoughts and feelings which i hope don't offend anyone on this forum.

rebelfighter

Vivian what are the circumstances of the child in the second picture? Is that child abuse? Hang the .....

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I wonder if you can be spiritual and religious at the same time??

by Deltawave in

ok again i would like to apologise as i did come across preachy.

i am not going to debate whether or not i am a bk as you have your opinions either way.

what i was trying to write though was my thoughts and feelings which i hope don't offend anyone on this forum.

rebelfighter

Yes Vivian I call him God you can call him creator or whoever but there is a lot of beauty to enjoy each day. I would hope that each of us would set a little time aside to appreciate some of it. The beauty can be found in nature, in music, in poetry, in dance.

Look around Vivian, I think a lot of the ugly can be blamed on mankind.

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my intro to the JW world

by rebelfighter in

someone suggested that i should introduce myself and how i got here.

this has been a crash course in the jw world.

i got an email that said "good bye, have a nice life".

rebelfighter

That is a 45 minute drive for him

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my intro to the JW world

by rebelfighter in

someone suggested that i should introduce myself and how i got here.

this has been a crash course in the jw world.

i got an email that said "good bye, have a nice life".

rebelfighter

After reading all these sites I just question if he was using all the phone hours as counseling hours and turning them in. Also, they were driving time so quick chalk up the right off on the tax return too religious work? Since he is now claiming they were counseling, I am thinking someone has already got caught. He had recently given up his Elder position to go to his son's KH to help with their kids..? ? Would not explain any of this. Oh I will get my Elder position back eventually.